I feel

happy for all those that are happy, I feel grateful for all those that have what they have always wanted, but I myself feel a lone and unwanted. It's like the biggest parts of my life vanished and i am my only friend. Miami is probably the loneliest city ever, I never fit in anywhere. During highschool I didn't fit in with any group or click, I had friends but I rarely hung out with them. The other day I was talking to an old friend who told me that my best friend since middle school "moved on", I know he is right but it kinda sucks that the friend who used to come to me for advice and would call me everyday, we'd hang out and get sick off the most ridiculous ice cream sundaes with more toppings then we could handle. Never thought I would be this a lone, ever.....