my view of the recession

Recessed Emotion
So Full comes the blood drained from an aristocrat
Warm days fall to the cold nights
As poignant figures push for the forthcoming light

Starry eyes watch as hopes and dreams shatter
Horrified as the once clear image turns a crimson red
Burdened from the world around

Where love penetrates a worthy lifestyle with plea and forgiveness
Suddenly sorrow becomes the new happiness
Fixtures of horrific nightmares become a harsh reality

When at one time success ruled
Unwanted revolutions have once again hung the upper class
Now what once was is a myth turned to a false dream

Dreams have fallen to a mere opinion
To see the unworthy dream is now the laughing stock of the unified failure
Where failure finds its way in a fight must be upheld and pain must be endured

I walk this world with closed eyes
Shielding myself from the horrors of the world
Masking the terrors of death and war
Keeping all that makes the world go round away
What I see damages me
Leaves me wanting more
For my closed eyes are eyes that keep the truth
My love has become tainted with worry and hope

Fearing the day everything will end
Overcome by a bitter sweet acceptance
It sends a mind numbing chill of which non could fend
Paralyzed, I may now fear no more
There is a horrible truth
In why people enjoy the pain
A bloodlust for sorrow
These shielded eyes should know

haha

I am too tired to care anymore, as cold as I may be getting I will always be there for every one of my true friends. Hannah I swear on my life we will be able to hang out soon! Oh and I haven't really written a song for a while so you can tell I am super stoked on this one! Read it if you'd like:

This is my story
A life with no chance at glory
Winners never win In a world so thin
Lovers fall again and again
Who cares about a never has been!

My demons flaws by definition
My only true friend
The only ones who understand
When everythin comes to an end

You never gave me a chance
To understand where i went wrong
Love me or hate me
Either way, leave me be!
Dont ever take me back
You're a mistake learned and lesson lost

My demons flaws by definition
My only true friend
The only ones who understand
When everythin comes to an end

WOW!

Sound and Fury was all I wanted and more from a show! Every band I saw today was great! So all the madness started when Guns Up! played and a security guard was trying to get people off the stage and everyone jumped him, although I dont agree with jumping someone who was doing their job, the ending result was amazing cause Guns Up! finished their set and told everyone to run outside to the closed off resting area where Trash Talk was set up to play in a U-Haul truck! IT WAS INCREDIBLE! People were doing front flips off the UHaul and going insane! This is why I continue to listen and participate in hardcore and why I will never change, this is what I know and being any different could never work.




Tanny quit being a stranger!

SOUND AND FURY TODAY!

SO STOKED!!!!!
Betrayed
Creatures
Cut the Line
Foundation
Gone But Not Forgotten
Guns Up!
Lewd Acts
Obliteration
On
Psyched to Die
Reign Supreme
Retaliate
Sabertooth Zombie
Shai Hulud
Shook Ones
Streetwalkers
The Rival Mob
Touche Amore
Trash Talk

plus there is always a special guest on the last day! Hopefully Have Heart!