why does it feel like I am at the same standstill that I have been at for so long. I showed my flaws for the first time and now I feel like no one actually wants to care anymore. Things need to change...
I took a job filming for Disney in the parks, could be a good start to a career, who knows. Maybe it'll be the new start I have been hoping for.

For now I am free diving like no other, going next thursday to free dive at South Beach.