lately

the only thoughts that consume my mind are the thoughts that never have any true meaning. thoughts I can not and would never want to explain. I am finding it hard to sleep cause my head is a incoherent mess. I struggle to find solidarity within a lonely lifestyle and have grown weary to having any company at all. Its like everything I used to be is now gone, I used to need the company around and now I hate it. I write well constructed lyrics but if there was a window peering into my mind you would see nothing but a mess of words. I have been thinking and only thinking, thinking way too much is a sickness.