I take a look around me

Although I may be disgusted with how fake the world may be and how two sided everyone is, I find it in my heart to hold hatred back. It makes you weak to truly hate anything, your mind begins to race faster then the speed of sound and you wish the worst for those who offend you, but if anything were to happen to those people your satisfaction would not be as adequate as the feeling of never letting the smallest things get to you. Everyone finds something new to hate and everyone aint me, for I am different and different I will stay. Quite frankly I dont care if people forget about me or never talk to me again cause I am my own best friend and I am quite comfortable without others problems. You all fight, you all swear, you all pretend like things will get better through mindless actions when in reality the facade never truly wins it just finds itself empty in the end, unfullfilled. Quote me or antagonize me, seriously it doesnt matter to me cause this is my point of view. Hatred is clumsy emotion, first you hate, then you loath, then you are hated and the cycle never ends. This whole thing might seem like me just going on a tangent and to some it may not make sense but it does to me and hopefully others will understand where I am coming from.