and as i sit here contemplating the meaning of disaster
my mind races through alternate paths
all to the same destination
with different endings these destinations take a turn for the worst
much to my surprise my attempts at love fell off every track
collisions with denial and blood spattered failure
one too much for any decent human being to endure
to say i am sorry would be a lie
nothing to be sorry for as my regrets take hold
love is just another way of saying this world is cold
my head never has anything good to say
that's why i only write in under-case.