realizations of a better day

over the past few days I realized how great of friends I have and what they all think of me, really boosted my self esteem and made me happy. they told me they have respect for me cause I dont have to fight physically to hurt someone, I just use words and I didn't know so many people thought I was the nicest kid they know really made me smile. haha now I need a nice girl to realize the same thing! it might be because when I say my friends come first I mean it.

when you take a look around you your problems never seem that big compared to a 13 year old kid who is suicidal or others that have to struggle everyday just for a piece of bread. My friend told me when he grows up he wants a 6 million dollar mansion and I disagreed, I said I want a nice small house next to a beach. I really dont want to be filthy rich, I just want to make enough money to travel the world and take care of my family.




everyday i make the same wish and hope it comes true eventually.
oh and i just woke up!