Forgiveness is a lost cause

I dunno why I wrote this or why I write about what troubles me, I guess what others see to be ugly and unwanted I see to be beautiful and right, even if this same ugliness is the reason I am sometimes sad. I gotta say though currently I am as happy as I could be, things are piecing themselves together and I can feel myself getting stronger emotionally and physically. I am happy where I am and I wouldn't change a thing! Well here's what I wrote:


Just a second guess
There can always be a second chance
When one learns to open their heart
Put all grudges aside
Always a wise option to a good start
But it's not easy to see eye to eye
An age old distance grows greater with time
There's this great thick white line
A line that stays between two human beings
When it's drawn there is no eraser
Capable of making it disappear
A human's stubbornness is an ever-growing storm
The more it's fed the stronger it becomes
When will this hurricane die?
When will our heavy-weight egos get off the pedestal and be put aside?
Lookin around more and more people seem to be empty inside
Yet there is no room for another
Selfishness to the point of being heartless
So tough they don't wanna look any further
A loving friendship has no become a hostile nothingness
Where did the beauty go?
What happened to the somewhat dependence?
A love once lost has now become a legend
Second chances have become a myth
The blame becomes strong
Even if both sides are wrong
But life goes on and we all put the past behind us
In the end what is bad terms started with happiness