all in all its unknown, a person is really random there is no one person that is alike and no one person that can fully trust another. i have only lived 20 years but i have been all over the world and the realization that i have come up with.... well.... i don't like people all too much. is it cause i am misanthropic? no. is it cause i have been fucked over sooooooo many times? no. it's because no one person can fully make up their minds and be content with what they have. everyone in this miserable hell whole i call ventura are so materialistic and full of it they make all their problems everyone elses. i look at those people and they make me sick! sure i have been pissed, sure i have been unbelievably sad but never have i made it anyone's problem but my own, i turn to a select few to help me out and if i turn to you consider yourself lucky cause i dont like to do that often. i guess i am just rambling but for once i am content with everything i got and if i were to lose my material goods in a fire... well i'd be ok with that cause i dont need them to survive.
thanks to the friends who helped me out when i needed it,
J!D!
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I'm trying so hard tot convince my mom cali is good for me. I'm going no matter what, like I said i'd just love her approval. I'm so sorry you've been fucked over sooooo many times, you honestly don't deserve it. you've got a heart of gold and if people don't see it then they don't deserve your time.
ReplyDeletematerial goods shouldn't matter as much as they do, people over look the really important things like the adjectives of a person, honorable, respectful, full hearted. None of it is thought about anymore, just the nouns on peoples bodys. their fake boobs, versace purses and high fashion clothes. it's rediculous.
I believe you, mom's are the worst with this kind of stuff. believe me this blog has nothing to do with you, just some fucked up kids angered me in ventura and I dunno, I rambled haha. Thanks for the support I love you best friend.
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